Saturday 31 December 2011

New years Resolutions

To be honest I usually suck at following my new years resolutions..But this year going to base them on the lessons that Ive learned from last year and I'm determined to stick with them,because I know the biggest obstacle that stands between  us and our dreams is actually ourselves...
Anyway so here it goes....:)

  1. Stop thinking about what happened in the past and  about what will happen in the future.The past has guided me to where I am today.its a series of shadows of experiences and those experiences will always be behind my back,supporting me.It doesnt really matter if they are good or bad experiences,because from the bad ones I have learned to appreciate the light and from the good ones Ive learned that no tunnel lasts forever,theres always light at the end which we will see when we truly accept the darkness.If I stay in the past worrying about the seconds that Ive lost ,I'm losing the seconds ticking away right now...As for the future,it will shape from the actions that Im doing now.
     2. Remember that nothing really ends,the end of something is the start of something else.

    3. Being lost in the details will eventually make us forget what the real issue was...So see what the   general picture is telling you.

    4.Without pain...comes no true happiness.Value both.

    5.Nobodys lonely because even if theres no one near you that understands,there are many people out there that feel the same way as you and they do understand....

   6.Don't question whether the glass is half full or half empty question whats filling it
  
   7.You will have a better understanding of the world around you when you've begun to understand yourself

   8. And finally here's a quote by Don Williams Jr,"The road of life twists and turns and no two directions are ever the same. Yet our lessons come from the journey, not the destination" :)

What are your new years resolutions based on the lessons that you've learned throughout last year?

With my best wishes of health ,love ,peace,success and happiness have a great year everyone! :D

Thursday 29 December 2011

Requiem For The Nameless Dead

Just a couple of lines I wrote at school...

Sweet silence of solitude appears behind the moon
Echos in the midnight sky
Soon they will turn into screams of suffering
Burning feathers of fear swifting along the frigid air

Trapped in a broken cage
Crafted from shattered hopes
I lie awake
Wishing I can get blinded by tears to escape from this hell

But those tears that once watered my soul
Seems to have faded away...
Lost in the forgotten lullaby of truth,
A requiem for the nameless dead

I give up!
So I let this eternal symphony embrace my soul
Let these words kill me over and over again...
Who cares?
Im dead anyway....

Saturday 24 December 2011

Miserable Eyes

Feeling depressed....

Miserable eyes,
Envincing painful truths and comforting lies
As their fatal visions die,
Tears of darkened hope start leaking from the walls built inside...

Miserable eyes,
Shining with fraudulent felicity
Torment disguised beneath a layer of sweet eccentricity
Emotions full of blurred complexity
Speaking their words of profanity

Miserable eyes,
Nobody seems to read their lost tears
Their repressed songs of sorrow nobody hears
Nobody can see through their lonely fears
They dont know how it feels....

Miserable eyes,
Afraid eyes,
Calamitous eyes,
Hurt eyes.....

As their lids get heavy
They cant bear to see this nightmare anymore
So they dream away the pain
Letting these crimson words of mourning decay.....




Opeth-To Rid The Disease



I think I am addicted to this song....just brilliant!

Saturday 17 December 2011

Flames Of Hope

Just complicated emotions,I had to write down...

I can see the flames burning away
Soft blaze of tangerine and scarlett
As I let the indefinite flare embrace my soul
I can see your reflection

Your amber eyes shine brightly
Giving me the courage to hold on
Dont be afraid you say
Let the ashes cover your fear

Livid dust scattered all over the floor
A reflection of past memories
Now withered by hope
I wont let go…

I collect the dust with my tears
Slowly blow them away with my smiles
As they swift along the sky
I know its going to be okay
Because now I know that..
Although I am lonely in this,
I am not alone….


Wednesday 14 December 2011

Hapishane


"Korkulacak tek şey,korkunun kendisidir"-Goethe

Korku hakkında yazdığım bir şiir..

Bir yer biliyorum sessiz ve karanlık
Ama zor buradan ayrılık
Kaçmak için var olmayan bir anahtar
Görmek için kabuslardan yapılmış bir gözlük
Gerekir...

O yer çelik duvarlarla kaplı
Unutulmuş hayallerle çevrili
Siyah yapışkan bir sisle örtülü
Çekilmez bir hapishane gibidir

En büyük korkularınla süslenmiş
Sonsuz bir boşluğa giden
Dikenli sarmaşıklarla dolu
Gizli bir bahçesi vardır..

Buraya bir patika uzanır
Koyu çamurun ardında gizli
Gri taşlardan oluşmuş
Siyah yosunlar doldurur çatlaklarını

Içinde kaybolursun buranın
Haykıramazsın kimseye
Çağıramazsın melekleri
Sonunda...
Sende karanlık perdenin ardına gizlenip
Benliğinden ayrılırsın
Teslim olursun kendine
Tutsak düşersin en derin korkularına....


Saturday 10 December 2011

Evanescence-Missing :)



Amazing lyrics+Beautifully played instruments+Amy Lee's breathtaking voice=EPİCCC SONG!!!

Eskemo :D

J'adore c'est band, Benjamin <3 :)

Saturday 3 December 2011

The Sound Of Life

Time goes by so fast.....

Standing alone among the shadows
Around me are bold colours rushing by
From every second flying away i just cant foreclose
They become clouds slowly swifting along the sky

Looking behind shattered windows
All I can see is a hazy horizon of bent hopes
Tears shed upon one single rose
Tunnels of silent echos

Empty roads
Unfamiliar faces
Lost words
Forgotten songs...

Please slow down the time!
I need to remember how to breathe
I need to remember that lost chime
The sound of life floating beside.....