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Gecenin narin derisinin sıyrığından doğan kızıl yarada

Sordum geceye gözlerindeki yaşların nedenini

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Dudakları henüz bir hece üflemeden kabuk bağlamıştı sessizliğe

Oysa sessizliğinde gizliydi var olmanın bedeli...



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Kaybolmuş bir ağacın derinliğe uzanan köklerinde

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Kırılgan dalları direniyordu keskin fırtınaya

Oysa köklerinde gizliydi asıl direnişi...



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Siyaha boyanmış bir gölün su taneciklerinde

Sordum sulara renklerindeki karamsarlığın nedenini

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Titriyorlardı üzerlerine fırlatılan her çakıl taşıyla

Oysa birbirlerine sımsıkı kenetlenmelerindendi yansımalarının koyuluğu...



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Gerçek olanla yansımanın yer değiştirdiği bir aynada

Sordum ona bu yanlışın nedenini

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Sadece boşlukta sallanan gözleriyle baktı bana

Oysa kendi yorgun gözlerimden başkası değildi karşımdaki...

　

　

　

The Creations Song

I can hear it!

I can hear the creations song

Tasting of a doleful note

Yet that's what makes it so beautiful

Just like the heartbreaking beauty of the sunset...
 

It hides under the wind

Through the scarlett leaves sailing by

And the shades of green waiting to fly

All swaying in different directions

Yet all know the branches where their fragile veins first became to die...
 

It hides in the rain

Notes carved on each drop

Just like the arched movements of a poets pen

Similar...

Yet none sculpted the same
 

I let it tickle my skin

I feel it taking the shape of my pores

I let it wash through me

A tear escapes to unite with the rain

A smile blossoms to reach the wind

A heart unfolds to join in the sweet rhythm

A soul is freed to embrace the beauty of its darkest secrets

Too long they've been on hold

A kiss seals them with it's warmth

It's time for freedom to take it's toll...

I can hear it!

I can hear the creations song

Tasting of a doleful note

But now,

I can also 'feel' it....

　

The One's Left Untold

Crowded

Too many voices here

Reckless

Too many lies pretended to be sincere


Our tears are suffocating in time

Numbness strokes our soul

We've no more reflections to withhold

For we're the lie above all and beyond


Stranded

Too many prayers left unheard

Cold

Too many hearts have been interred


Why are so many hands bare of loves warmth?

Instead flooded with sullen air and vapid explanations

Just creating more puzzles to be solved

Except the missing piece is the compassion yearning to be evolved


Lonely

Too many faces stand dissolved

Tired

Too many eyelids wearing down before sunrise has been absolved


Swaying in our own stories

We are the ones left untold

Hidden behind a love poem or another sad tune

Or maybe among the snow falling down in june

Even under the cracks of the moon...

Our existence will always be questioned

But it cant be denied

Though our bodys may be forgotten and pushed aside

Our memories will be forever standing beside...　

　

　

　

　

　

The City Without Lights

Ever stopped for a second?
Just to watch the flickering lights in the city
Ever stayed up all night?
Just to watch the dark kindle with the light


But have you ever wondered,
What it would be like if there were no lights?
Except for the muted shivers of the moon
And the droplets hidden in the winds of monsoon


Where will the beauty go when deprived of simulated glimmer?
How would you find your way without flashing symbols and signs?
What use will a shattered mirror be?
Who will you blame to find a lie to agree?


Confused, you walk the unknown road
Hope the dark will be your companion through the veil
Yet you feel more exposed
For there is no flash to be posed


As your eyes slowly adjust to the nightfall
Your pupils unfold with the awe of a new sight
You let your tears dance with the intrinsic vibrancy
The soil has awoken with the soft scent of benignancy


Your soul speaks through the wings of fireflies
Through the sapphire waves of the ocean
A reflection of a child is formed under the brims of blue
With moist eyes so familiar to you...


Do you remember her?
How she used to smile
Without proudly gained titles before her name
Without a society crafted frame


Although you might feel like a stranger to her
She knows who you are
Although you might think she belongs to the past
She is here to last


Embrace her for who she is
Love her for her genuine flaws
Hold her hand to let her know youre here too
Dont hide her,let her through....


As the dawn greets the city without lights
And the silhouettes are tangled in the crowd
Remember what it was like under moons lost spark
The truth is more visible in the dark...

Only-NIN



                                                             

  Trent Reznor <3

Eluveitie-Brictom

I really can't describe how this song makes me feel...its like a journey in the past.Simply beautiful!

Control...

An old poem about losing control while trying to gain it...

Awake again
Under the faded moon
Under the deathly visions of misunderstanding eyes
Gently floating over the sweet scent of an ethereal nightmare

The mordant touch of emptiness once again clinches onto my skin
Taunts me as it slowly settles in
Tainting my hope with a bitter gnaw
Sealed wounds open to let out our sacred tears

Let these streams of silence caress my cheeks
Soon they'll turn into scarlett mirrors on my lips
I'll let each one whisper me their forgotten story
Let them fall freely as I watch their broken shadows hit the floor

I'll pretend that I dont see the reflection beside me
Paint the pain with my screams
Torture myself with the same thoughts of a diseased mind
Dream away the hollow fire burning inside....

What happened?
Did I go too far?
Have I lost myself?
I hate change!
I want stability!
I just wanted some control!
To feel 'whole'.....
Fill up my minds empty hole...

But the more I fed the pain
The more rapacious fear became
Thoughts couldnt slow down anymore
Hours of intrusive silence was all I had

I just wanted control...
And the price was my mortal soul......